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Nov. 11th, 2010

Snuggles

Days gone....

I used to write a lot, everyday. I was that weird girl with the spiral notebook, guy in math class drew all sorts of awesome cartoons on the front of it. Clicky...Collapse )Nothing stupid like poetry or music, though I suppose that those things aren't necessarily stupid, just for me.

I wrote stories, fictional of course. I just started one day and for two years I wrote everyday, all day. I have boxes of notebooks, full of the scrawling ramblings of an angst ridden teenager. I sometimes wonder if all those raging hormones was the reason that I could write, because I haven't been able to write anything but academic papers for five years.
 
I miss it , the purging of all those pent up emotions just spilled over the dingy pages, hardly coherent or legible to anyone but me. It used to be so easy, the words just flowed as if some unseen hand were guiding mine. Now, well let's just say it's not pretty, not at all. Where did it all go? All the passion and fire, is it lost to me forever? Perhaps lying dormant, waiting for the words to crest and finally overflow. I wait for that day, if ever it is to come. Till then I can only wait and hope.